Occasionally I feel like the walls around are closing in on mePhysically I feel sometimes I need seclusion to be freeThe irony at last I see reality is my perceptionAnd my personality is my reflection I must eliminate and change yesterday’sYesterday’s pains todayI must eliminate and change yesterday’sYesterday’s pains today I need to be set […]

Jealousy is raining down on me right nowAs the fear of losing you is setting inBut ill continue to do my bestAlthough its scaryWondering if this will be the very first time to loseAnd not to winAnd I’ve got no lack of plan But I’m… not a quitterI’m not a quitter I’m trying to scream […]

Grown up an only childOne parent homeI was spoiled and doubted not trustedNeglected by others around You saved…You saved me You were the only one there for meLoved me Dearly treated and supported me right through then thick and the thin You saved…You saved me Look at me nowI hope you’re proudYou’re everything to me […]

What I excel in bestIs my excessivenessOf deprecationI hate myself sometimesHow can I be down when all that I want is in my reachWhat’s wrong with me?Fuck it Sumtimes I can feel so touch and goSumtimes I feel my self esteem is lowSumtimes…at least I know sumtimes I’m beautifulBeautiful And if I wasn’t meI’d still […]

Why did I let you inside my lifeHow could I let you inside my body my soul my brainNow I cant make you go awayYou’re driving me insane and inside out…I can tellIts meaningful and so hurtfulThere’s no place just to hide I can tell you right now that this pain that I feel is […]

If life was a game, could I win in the end? And if I was sane, would I fuck it up all over again? These questions and answers can help me redefine myself And I thank your open ears for all the help (no more shit) It’s what I see for myself I need to […]

When I look into your eyes, you help me realignEnsure me of just how to be myself insideI’m in control of everythingIt’s taking time but that’s okI can bring you to my side You’re my blessing in disguiseYou’re mine (You’re mine)You’re mine (You’re mine) You’re my blessing in disguiseYou make me realize Just how and […]

Confusing reality…I see myself but it’s not really meHow could it be?When I am me?I guess maybe it’s just a dream (come on come on, come on wake up wake up)Things aren’t what they seem I doubt my own dreamsI lie in my sleepAnd don’t sleep to dreamYet everything that I see is hauntingMe Bad […]