What do I do to ignore them behind me?Do I follow my instincts blindly?Do I hide my pride / from these bad dreamsAnd give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?Do I / sit here and try to stand it?Or do I / try to catch them red – handed?Do I trust some and get […]

From the top to the bottomBottom to top I stopAt the core I’ve forgottenIn the middle of my thoughtsTaken far from my safetyThe picture is thereThe memory won’t escape meBut why should I careThere’s a place so dark you can’t see the end(Skies cock back) and shock that which can’t defendThe rain then sends dripping […]

Why does it feel like night today?Something in here’s not right today…Why am I so uptight today?Paranoia’s all I got leftI don’t know what stressed me firstOr how the pressure was fed / butI know just what it feels likeTo have a voice in the back of my headIt’s like a face that I hold […]

I cannot take this anymoreI’m saying everything I’ve said beforeAll these words they make no senseI find bliss in ignoranceLess I hear the less you’ll sayBut you’ll find that out anywayJust like before…Everything you say to meTakes me one step closer to the edgeAnd I’m about to breakI need a little room to breatheCause I’m […]

Graffiti decorationsUnder a sky of dustA constant wave of tensionOn top of broken trustThe lessons that you taught meI learn were never trueNow I find myself in question(They point the finger at me again)Guilty by association(You point the finger at me again) I wanna run awayNever say goodbyeI wanna know the truthInstead of wondering whyI […]

I’ve lied to you The same way that I always do This is the last smile That I’ll fake for the sake of being with you (Everything falls apart/Even the people who never frown/Eventually break down) The sacrifice of hiding in a lie (Everything has to end/You’ll soon find we’re out of time/To watch it […]

Forfeit the game / Before somebody elseTakes you out of the frame / Puts your name to shameCover up your face / You can’t run the raceThe pace is too fast / You just won’t lastYou love the way I look at youWhile taking pleasure in the awful things you put me throughYou take away […]

Crawling in my skin These wounds they will not heal Fear is how I fall Confusing what is real There’s something inside me that pulls beneath the surface Consuming, confusing This lack of self control I fear is never ending Controlling, I can’t seem To find myself again My walls are closing in (Without a […]