There is nothing. No education. No family life to open myArms to. You’d say that my job is today, yet gone tomorrow.I’ll be broke in a gutter.I know the opinion. A broken record. Fuck you and yourCollege dream. Fact is, we’re stronger than all.You’re working for perfect bodies, perfect minds and perfectNeighbors. But I’m helping […]

I fucked your girlfriend last night.While you snored and drooled, I fucked your love.She called me Daddy. And I called her baby when ISmacked her ass. I called her sugar when I ateHer alive till daylight. And I slept with her allOver me, from forehead to ribcage I dripper her ass.Sometimes I thought you might […]

A long time ago I never knew myself. Then the memoryOf shame birthed its gift.No more. The small one, the weak one, the frightened one.Running from beatings, deflating. I’m becoming moreThan a man. More than you ever were. Driven and burningTo rise beyond Jesus.I’m born again with snakes eyesBecoming GodsizeI found my life was slipping […]

I don’t want you to look at me while I’m sheddingSkin. I can’t afford for you to see what’s inside me.I’d rather shoot myself than have you watch me. IFeel you’d steal my skin to try and wear me.I was betrayed, one more day of my short life. You wereCarried away. You had no shame. […]

As a child I was given the gift to entertain you.But through blood I inherited a life that could destroy you.I drink all day. I smoke all day. I’ve done it all but tapThe vein.These hard lines and sunken cheeks are text book reasonsAll these Christians come alive and try to sell youMy soul for […]

One’s own Kingman, Christ person, Woman God.At battle with a mass astrengent. The bondThat blends the weak to the wise.It’s a safe assumption that you’d wantto save me now. But I’ll never face castration.For your sacred sow is left slaughtered.Brainwashed by me. Myself influence I. Bird brainedWorld saver. A fake god rests dead inside you.It’s […]

I see you had your mind all made up you group ofPitiful liars. Before I woke to face the day, your masterPlan transpired. -Something told me- this job had more toMeet the eye. My song is not believed? My words some-What deceiving? Now I’m unwhole.You’ve waged a war of nervesBut you can’t crush the kingdomCan’t […]

I wonder if we’ll smile in our coffins while loved onesMourn the day, the absence of our faces, living, laughing,Eyes awake. Is this too much for them to take?Too young for ones conclusion, the lifestyle won.Such values you taught your son. That’s how.Look at me now. I’m broken.Inherit my life.One day we all will die, […]