My shadow’sShedding skin andI’ve been pickingScabs again.I’m downDigging throughMy old musclesLooking for a clue. I’ve been crawling on my bellyClearing out what could’ve been.I’ve been wallowing in my own confusedAnd insecure delusionsFor a piece to cross me overOr a word to guide me in.I wanna feel the changes coming down.I wanna know what I’ve been […]

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Some say the end is near.Some say we’ll see armageddon soon.I certainly hope we will.I sure could use a vacation from this Bullshit three ring circus sideshow ofFreaks Here in this hopeless fucking hole we call LAThe only way to fix it is to flush it all away.Any fucking time. Any fucking day.Learn to swim, […]

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Something has to change. Un-deniable dilemma. Boredom’s not a burdenAnyone should bear. Constant over stimulation numbs me Just, not enough. I need more. Nothing seems to satisfy. I said, I don’t want it. I just need it. To breathe, to feel, to know I’m alive. Finger deep within the borderline. Show me that you love […]

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I will choke until I swallow…Choke this infant here before me.What is this but my reflection?Who am I to judge and strike you down? But you’rePushing and shoving me.You still love me and you pushit on me. Rest your trigger on my finger,bang my head upon the fault line.Take care not to make me enter.’cause […]

I met a boy wearing Vans, 501s, and aDope Beastie t, nipple rings, andNew tattoos that claimed that heWas OGT,From ’92,The first EP. And in betweenSips of CokeHe told me thatHe thoughtWe were sellin’ out,Layin’ down,Suckin’ upTo the man. Well now I’ve got someA-dvice for you, little buddy.Before you point the fingerYou should know thatI’m […]